My world is disintegrating, and I am exploding to fill the void.

It never matters whether it's fission or fusion: they both destroy with violent thoroughness.

If this doesn't stop soon, I'm not sure I'll survive. And if I do, I won't be intact; I'll be in thousands of pieces and impossible to put together again. Or I'll have liquified, or gassified. Either way, it will not be pretty. That's putting it mildly.

I need something to happen to turn this all around. Need.